It's been five years since i've been becoming a carrier woman. Eight working hours in the office for five days a weeks. Many goodness and happiness have had happened in my carrier. But also there were some badness and sadness too. Now i feel tired and bored with this working activity. Even for some woman, become a carrier woman is a prestigious. Well, actually it's true ..... We can have our own money from salary that we can spend to buy anything we need and we want. We can also save some of them for the future needs.
Since a month ago, every morning before i go to work Zidan always wailed and begging me to quit and stay at home with him everyday. I know he felt lonely, as he doesn't have any young brother or sister yet. He is growing up and he need many activity for his age. A special attention, love, and big hug everyday from me as his loving mother absolutely is what he always expecting to be.
This situation is disturb my mind and heavy burden on the heart.
Now in my 31th, i will be planning for a resignation. I realize that become a homemaker, wife and mommy, staying at home everyday, look after my son, cooking, and other homeworks are a prestige too. I am the manager at my home and still get 'salary' from my hubby too.
I really need a "new live". Just like my friend said that **Live begin at 30th !**
Now, i am thinking of becoming an enterpreneur. I suppose that would be a wonderful idea :););)